Internalization of the fury I feel

 

Fighting down the wrath to steel

Every moment available to retaliate

Exacting justice, but then I hesitate,

Losing my anger in a deep depression.

 

Taking your viciousness as a concession

Honor bound by mine own code

Eventually it wins over my ill abode.

 

Mental and emotional turmoil proceed

Anchored in my inability I stop the need

to

Lash out as you so righteously deserve

Intentional harm to you returned…

Controlling ‘self’ in limbo bound,

I await a universe to someday resound.

 

 

 

 

 

 

© Dec 2010, Maylynn Hughes